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A scarcity of heroin in England is leading to a growing number of drug overdoses and poisonings as users ingest dope cut with other substances by dealers trying to stretch supplies, The Guardian reported this week. Scene watchers there are calling it the worst drought in years.
Are you sure that's heroin? Be careful out there, especially in England
"There is a very significant heroin shortage across the UK at the moment," said Gary Cross, head of drug policy for the non-profit group Release. "It has been going on for some time now, but the last two months have seen stockpiles exhausted."
"I've never known anything like it in 30 years," wrote one long-time heroin user on an on-line forum discussing the shortage.
As dealers and users scramble to grapple with the shortage, users are turning up at hospitals after ingesting adulterated heroin or, in some cases, fake heroin consisting of a powerful sedative, caffeine, and paracetamol, a bulking agent. Some have passed out after smoking or ingesting, while others have reported vomiting, amnesia, and flu-like symptoms.
"This 'heroin drought' appears to be serious and geographically widespread," said Neil Hunt, director of research at KCA, a nationwide community drug treatment service. "Street heroin is in a complete and utter muddle at the moment, and users are collapsing unexpectedly. We need to standardize information about what's out there.
"If people use this intravenously, perhaps on top of alcohol and methadone [the prescribed substitute drug for heroin], it is extremely risky," said Dr. John Ramsey, who runs a drug database at St. George's Medical School in London. "We have had many reports of people overdosing. It's really important that accident and emergency departments understand that they may not be dealing with a 'normal' heroin overdose when people are brought in," he said.
Harm reduction drug agencies are aware of the problem and working to address it. Several of them held an urgent meeting last week to discuss setting up an online warning system to give users notice about contaminated or adulterated drugs.
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In reply to Sound well you have my email by jm (not verified)
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Cheers
Good to get.
Cheers Dj,
Yeh it's good to get but cant wait till things get somewhere nr normality. Been lurkin on blue-light & reports comin in from all over about good things! @ normal prices, so hopefully not long now mate.
Cheers Shirley.
In reply to Good to get. by Shirley****** (not verified)
things av picked up here in milton keynes
things r back 2 normaly here again in milton keynes size's r just abit under than they were.. so its good time here...
djkev76
In reply to Good to get. by Shirley****** (not verified)
Well went to get this morning
Well went to get this morning n have to say its not as good as has been,tried another avenue n that turned out to be ok so not too bad. Was still pissed that i wasted a tenner,Thing seem to be ok still but cant wait until the day comes where u have a crank n you get the pins n needles n your eyes are shutting almost straight away!!hows things your way mate,any improvements? Will things ever be the same now??
In reply to Well went to get this morning by DjPj (not verified)
milton keynes
we av a guy hear thats doing p1,5 which he is doing 2 ov them at £15 so thats not 2 bad ehh!!!
djkev76
@djkev76
what the stuff like??? and what part in uk? man, how long will this keep going on???? i know it wont end till may because of the harvest season! im sooo sick of this.
In reply to @djkev76 by Andy (not verified)
@andy reply
its good stuff the other day was on face book and couldnt keep my eyes open 4 near enought the whole hour milton keynes is in south east england 45mins from london an about a hour the other way 2 birmingham m8 on the m1...djkev76
have used this drought to get
have used this drought to get clean, am now on 55ml of meth and am vry thankful to the drought now :)
In reply to have used this drought to get by HampshireLass (not verified)
meth is ten times worse than
meth is ten times worse than street b to come off!!
Hey all,Shirley hows things??
Hey all,Shirley hows things?? Well thought things were going to go a bit Pete Tong the other day,well one source has been a bit iffy. Well today decided to go out of town to see what was happening and we ended up seeing a lad about half hour from where i am & let me tell you its the best i've had since October. I cant even keep my head up n eyes open long to write this n i've been at it for an hour!! Has everyone else managed to get good? I just cant believe we've stumbled on this & this is defo 8-9 out of ten!!!hope everyone ok,well who ever still comes on as there aint many now!!
In reply to Hey all,Shirley hows things?? by DjPj (not verified)
How's things DjPj?
Alright son, well aint you a lucky so & so...... are you getting weights of that FIRE? as all we can get round ere is Gramms at best & thats only now & again! Its still good gear though, but fed up of buying in points. All i wanna do is scoop my own amount on as pre-D . I dont post much on ere no more mate as in the end i was talkin to my self more than anyone else....
All the best son Shirley....
P.S. if your on bluelight i'm louie the 16th.
In reply to How's things DjPj? by Shirley****** (not verified)
H
well im from derbyshire, notts, i got outta lincoln nick last oct and we had it gud till mid nov since then and still now it crap am mad u got any gud news 4 me round ere
In reply to How's things DjPj? by Shirley****** (not verified)
Hey hows things going?well as
Hey hows things going?well as i said before i got hold of that pukka but now the lad who gets it has had a fall out with the source n wont sort him out so he's fucked things up where that's concerned! still have managed to get some other n thats fine but now i've tasted the other,all else pale's in comparison!can get weights of alright stuff but trying to get hold of the other as well worth it,will let you know the outcome.Yes i am on bluelight but cant find password to get in but have noted your name n will have a look.hope all ok.dj.
In reply to How's things DjPj? by Shirley****** (not verified)
reading your posts and they made me laugh
Hi read some of your posts very funny esp the one in the loo. First and last time i tried smoking in a loo while at work i set fire to a very large roll of loo paper but didn't realise at first cause the smell of the h over powered the smell of burning paper fortunately I was near a large window, picked the cubical for that reason. Never tried that again except after everyone else had gone home though you often hear of work places having cameras incase of people robbing them so that always worried me plus I've tendency for pananoia and voyerism so can see the appeal of watching your workers. I'm sure I'd do that if I was in the position of employer mainly for interest rather than anything else. Anyway i'm in east london and there is nowt here, keep getting dealers calling and texting saying they have 10 out of 10 but I just gave up even trying as it is pissing me off buying shit from liars. I cant stand the fact that the shitbags still dealing are selling crap to desperate people and making money out of people for giving them nothing. Here the drug clinic hasn't tested anyone positive for h in weeks this was told to me about 3 days ago. I dont know if anyone knows any thing different in this area but there seems to be nothing around and if it isn't better by March then I reckon it is over for at least a year maybe more. Anyone any news?
Story In Ireland.
Hey Everyone,
Well situation here in Eire for me is: For the past 4 weeks I've only been able to get this really pale gear that seizes in the works. The way most sort this is by having a cup of boiling water to sit the hypo in to keep it liquid, the shooting it alla hot shot. Most likely they've cut the gear with crushed up opiate based pain killers that have are time-release. Its the plastic that they put in those pills that seizing in the works.
Its alright stuff to smoke though. Quite more'ish. but isn't it always.
Totally agree with Shirley regarding getting weight again, Having small amounts of stuff,even bad stuff, that's constantly running out seems hardly worth it. I'm buying a 1'er one week then 2x1'er's the next as that's all i can stretch to. Im on phi programme so having that allows me to go without for however long it takes till i can afford more.
About a month before this drought began I was off gear at least 6months and had reduced methadone until eventually I'd also stopped taking it. But the freedom from doctor's and screening led me to relapse. One thing is though, is now I find I only need 10-15mls per day. Now I'm hooked back on gear and this drought has made me crave it even more.
I hope everyone one who's blogged on here keeps it going. Its good to know what going on on the British Isles.
Check back with yalls later.
Derek
Ireland
In reply to Story In Ireland. by derek ireland (not verified)
Derek Ireland
Morning Derek
Hope your well mate, sorry to hear about yr situation but from what i'm reading on blue-light it seems the whole of Ireland has been suffering for a good 3 months now! I know what you mean when you say about craving it more when you cant get it , well done you though mate for stopping the done at least you know you can do it ! . Dont you have any relatives over in B'HAM as there is good over here in a few places. I know its easier said than done but try & stick to your 10-15ml of meth & just hang in there son F**k buying that S**T gear as the dealers will never bring the proper out, or if they do they will stamp all over it out of pure greed!!!
All the best Derek hope you get that nod again soon my friend .
Shirley......
nothing in east London.
Last time I got anything was a few weeks ago managed to get fairly good stuff up till Xmas cost though and it was impossible to find any amounts. Since then there has been nothing but odd bits around but not great before all this happened I'd have binned the stuff I had a few weeks ago calling it crap. Usually round here it is good and not cut too much to death. I guess one thing is I'm saving my money like most of us and look a bit better but i'm getting fat now. Has anyone tested the stuff on the streets at the mo to c how much gear is in it. If I do I'll post it here but I've been so desperate to get some gear in me I never managed to keep any of the rubbish that's about but
i reckon it may have .1% h if that. I think u may nod out cause its cut to death with really strong sedatives,
can't remember the name right now. Any chemists out there that know more?
In reply to nothing in east London. by canary (not verified)
hi there friend
wow 1%,, fuk dude thats shocking,, i gota say i been lucky i got sum crap once and they guy gave my cash back rite away, im up in north east london, tings r good ere man, all the guys r on and apart from annoyin prices the gear is good as to be expected, still sum cut but tis easy to remove, rush on it good, neway im sure u wil get good if u aint already.. good luck! :)
Anyone in Plymouth or south
Anyone in Plymouth or south west had any good food? I aint got the last few weeks as it all shit. Got a henry today wish i had not bothered as its pale and leaves loads of bits in your mouth. I keep hearing its all down to the cia not sure personally. Hope everyone is ok and things get better. But just think now the dealers have been able to get away with giving us shit, i have a feeling things may never get back to how they were.
hi again
hio all i got proper gear at last in dublin lol! i would rate this stuff at least 8.5-9/10 i got gouch pretty quick after ten lines and the taste is so strong and gave me the shiver lol! but the price is a joke! for e.g i paid 100euro for 1g fuckin well expensive but i hope the price will come down by the end of month! how about u all getting on?? this place are dead quiet!v where is everybody?? hope all are ok!
In reply to hi again by Andy (not verified)
hahaha
hey well im here, i tink wen peeps dissapear u kno they r gettin good shit,.. well i tink neway, and yea them prices r WOw alot, but fuk lets hope it can only get better..lol..im off to score. byee friend!
Well the drought didn't hit
Well the drought didn't hit me until jan, Then it bit big time, frosty gear that was total PANTS.
I've since did a 10 day taper 2 days on meths, 2 days on subbies, reducing each time i switched.
I am now clean and even though there is good gear about again, i have no interest in using again.
Am smoking a lot of weed though, but when has that ever been a bad thing.
In reply to Well the drought didn't hit by gooderish (not verified)
Hey GooderishJust wanted to
Hey Gooderish
Just wanted to say well done to you for getiin yourself clean through this drought and Im in pretty much the same boat, Ive not been usin at all since all the shitty cut up to death crap came out was only dabblin twice a wk before then anyway sometimes more or less dependin on circumstance as I got myself clean prior to that for the sake of my littlen.
4 long hard years I did before starting to dabble again but have always remained on my meth so never completely clean. Got myself down to 5 mls a day was on 60 but tryna get off that 5 was harder than comin down from 60 to 25 I just couldnt do it, I think it was more of a psychological thing as 5 mls cant be doin very much hey but then I fucked it all up by thinkin I could just have some the once n be fine with it as I'd no habit anymore n I'd taken myself completely out of that circle didnt mix with any1 still usin oh apart from a very close relative of mine which obviously due to being family I couldn't not have contact with. I wish now I had come off the meth altogether when I didnt use for them 4 yrs tho as maybe I would not have risked taking it again, I dunno.
I do know that this drought has probably saved me from sliding down that slippery slope I tried so desperately to climb out of again!!! had it not have been for this drought I probably would have started usin what 34567 times a week n I'd have been right back to square 1 again which I really cant afford to do what with my littlen n had only just started to build my life back together, bein the best mum I can, makin a nice home, gettin all my old friends back n gettin enough confidence to start full time college n sticking to it!!! Although I am exactly the same I have to smoke weed just at night tho as I cant sleep without it n I cant have any in the day unless I'm not goin any where cos it makes me too paranoid lol I feel the need to check in here now n then tho just to see if there is good about n when there is posts about there bein good about again all I wanna do is go n get but readin your post made me think yeah I should feel the same n be strong n have no interest in usin ever again no matter what gears about it will never be as good as it used to be anyway even if the drought is over they will still cut it to death no matter what so why fuckin bother.
Waste of time money and effort. I just hope I stay as strong as I feel now. Anyways take care n stay strong.
K x
Heroin drought nearly over and out
Across the land, from farm to town
No sight nor sound of Brother Brown
Is had by any friend of his
And all their heads go: empty fizz...
Unprecedented? Could say that.
Unheralded? From feet to hat.
Unbearable? Bears shit in woods,
While lost souls search their H-free 'hoods
Out is nearly over...
Re: Heh Row In
Normal service is being resumed, albeit at double the 2010 price
"I guess that I just don't know..."
comings for goings
Harry's coming home...
"I guess that I just don't know"
ANONI'm glad my post has
ANON
I'm glad my post has given you renewed strength and determination. A positive attitude is most important part of any cluck. Three weeks ago i was a hopeless addict who couldn't see any way out. Then something changed, after buying yet another bag of crap i just said enough is enough.
I know how hard it is to jump of meth at 5ml, i've never been able to do it. Have you tried meth linctus, it's 2mg/5ml so it lets you get to a real low dose before jumpin off. Better still when you get down to a low dose, switch to subbies as they are easier to jump off.
Stay strong love, i'm sure you can do it.
Best wishes.
drought over
hello everyone, it seems that everything is back to normal here in bham all phones are back on and there all doin 3 for £25 again which is good as it was really hard paying full money. gear is good aswell so things are back to normal were slippn back into our old routine which was impossible during the drought. i hope its gettin better for everyone else aswell if its not at the moment im sure it will be again very soon. sue :)
In reply to drought over by sue (not verified)
me to you xx
hay m8 my name is dani,look the h in torquay in so fucking shit.There was sum lads from brum dawn stay in with me,
but they made a mint hear,well anyway cutt it short they went bk home.....is they any chance that i can come to brum ,i ant no bizy so this is my number yeah 07541763970.....I did 4 bags last pay day,& no shit i dnt get nout from it.......tex me m8 dani
Been keepin a look-in on
Been keepin a look-in on here; things seem to have got much quieter (which I'm assuming means more of you are getting sorted now, hopefully); but down here (SE) we're still having a hard time getting anything remotely resembling pukka brown. Is there anyone in my area (Kent/Sx) got betta news?
Really need some hopeful news!!?
crystal herion
hi everyone well i heard about crystal herion 2day which is herion hydrocloridde (if u look it up put crystal herion in the daily star and the artical will come up) apparently the police have been seizing alot of it and they are really worried that its bk on the streets as its 90% pure 3 or four ppl were found dead in lancashire last mounth after od on it in the last mounth. the daily star reporter went down there he was there (oldam lancs) for around an hour and managed to score some, the dealer boasted ive had 3 regulars od and one comatose in his flat for two days this gear will blow ur head off. anyway please please be very carefull if u inject it, it comes very dark brown and it sparkels also white and sparkly and the lowest purity they have found is 85%. the stuff we normally get would be bout 30%.it was thought to of bin flushed out of the uk 30 years ago but its bk so please be carefull everyone especially if u inject. sue.
In reply to crystal herion by sue (not verified)
WOWEEEEE gime gime gime ...lol
wow, i wish i could get some of that, i aint never Od'd in all my 12+ yrs of using as im so para' bout going over, neway if i got sum of that id be xtra careful, but I STILL WANT SUM,,, well gear here in north london has been good, prices went down to £55 for 1.4 grams, to other ppl still charging £80 a gram, i read in december that dealers would take a while to drop prices even if they get it cheaper coz hey why the fuk not on their behalf (non user dealers im talkin bout here) ] after the good shit we had going for bout 3 months straight , we also had a bit of crap, like that shit thats basically womens face powder, looks like gear, smells like gear (sorta) until u cook it up and let it cool and then ur dealing with solid sparkly power that cant even be injected at all, i tried and had to learn the hard way with a burst vein and a fuken abcess, and ima clean-a-phob, so i guess there was no avoiding it, ugh, neway i do wish i could get this stuff of wich u talk, at least it isnt shit, i think tis better strong and pure than bloody stuff that looks like make-up, i aint never seen such shit gear in all of the drought.
Just wanna say if anyone in london gets this stuff plz message me so i can ask my guys or tell em tis good, one ting that annoys me tho is it seems the dealers r only doing smoke tests, i think that a liquid/IV test is the true test, so easy to sell crap and not be to noticeabale if u smoke it, well not in my eyes but in the dealers eyes.. hard for them coz they dont use, but yea id think it would save alot of time if they just did the tests properly.
Neway guys, njoy the good stuff for me, and all be safe, lets do the brown poppy dance and hope by the middle of summer all is good everywhere for everyone, spread the love!!
Peace and Poppy light from London
Pinkster
Subutex
Email me [email protected]
South Of The Humber
Alright Guys, So Its the end of March, ... since October, the dreaded D word but really, the last 2-3 years, Ive eaten utter sh1te , It took til last week to get 3 days of, food utensils dropped on the floor every 2 minutes 90's proper fecked-upness, and i really mean it ( low tolerance or what after all that garbage) .. and then it stopped, as fast as it came, Is that how its gonna be ? these were about .2 and jesus, if i'd have known that it was gonna get stamped all over in a few days, i guess i wudda bought a shitload..1 thing tho' I've gone from 15 years of 'every-day' eating, to being able to easily do 5,8,even 11 at a time,days without even wanting grub, so the drought has been okay in 1 BIG way for me. Thing IS, I just can't see this getting back to normal, and by normal, i'm on about a gouch off the jimmy, not a tablet monged-out-buzz from all the sh1te thats in the grub, and a nice warm throat from a a bit done the other way, followed by a relaxed smile and contentmenttttttttt ...
Still can't see it ever getting to the way it used to be though, what a downer for me, i can't eat anything else, herbs mekk me paranoid as a mutha, and i get me yellaz every 4 weeks, but after 2 decades, tolerance is daft as. + theyre gone in a couple o days, and i struggle to feel owt from 'em, times was when i'd have a few blue donuts n feel okay, now 20 lemon 1's and i'm no worse 4 wear...I still hope I can get back to the food i crave though, being alert n happy n rich ( pre-bookies.lol) is good, but its not a good old fashioned ''what rhymes with couch, and is best when on 1 '' ...
Wonder how many of us have thoughts of fecking off to thailand, or some weird asian country for a month, just to remember what a couch was , I know i can't stop pondering on it ... need a couple ov thou tho' so unless I win big, or save like a psycho , I might not get there .... ever...........kill me now! please FRED
All Sincere GOOD LUCK to everyone who has got some dignity left and has told their local Junk-food seller to go fuck themselves, this aint food, n u'll know when it IS, cos u'll be smashed senseless after a few 6 inch lines of sugar, brown sugar that is ;) laters people, take care ... there's a lot of unscrupulous tw@s who'll expect ya to do brick-dust n foundation powder up yer mainer, n not blink when you're brown bread, so be careful, mmmkayyyyyy. FC
In reply to South Of The Humber by Weeeze (not verified)
hi there man
i just finished a reply to the crystal post above, sayin i got sum shit that really looked like fondation, i never heard of it being used, until i got it in my gear, ugh,, but after readin ure post i see that i wasnt wrong to think it was fuken makeup,, thanx for puttin that in, coz tis nice to kno i wasnt wrong in thinkin thats wot it was, unreal they could sell such shit,, at least i learnt my lesson.
Btw i like ure code here, well done, i wish i could do that but i get para no one will understand me, coz i do tend to go way out there, with the code stuff wen i try to do it,, but i understood ures perfectly, hey maybe u can give me a lesson or 2? LOL
Neway once again cool post and thanx again ..
Peace and poppy light
Pinkster
In reply to South Of The Humber by Weeeze (not verified)
hi there man
i just finished a reply to the crystal post above, sayin i got sum shit that really looked like fondation, i never heard of it being used, until i got it in my gear, ugh,, but after readin ure post i see that i wasnt wrong to think it was fuken makeup,, thanx for puttin that in, coz tis nice to kno i wasnt wrong in thinkin thats wot it was, unreal they could sell such shit,, at least i learnt my lesson.
Btw i like ure code here, well done, i wish i could do that but i get para no one will understand me, coz i do tend to go way out there, with the code stuff wen i try to do it,, but i understood ures perfectly, hey maybe u can give me a lesson or 2? LOL
Neway once again cool post and thanx again ..
Peace and poppy light
Pinkster
In reply to hi there man by The Pinkster (not verified)
OMG did it twice
Sorry bout that, bloody word verification thing made me tink it didnt post,, ugh,,, LOL
L8rs....
Wow, I'd be a crap code spy
LOL
DECENT GEAR BACK 4 TIME BEING !!!
After the longest drought in my 19 yrs of using, things seem to have finally turned a corner with some VERY strong gear being on the streets for the last 4 weeks or so now. For the best part of 6 months now I have been sticking to my script of Methadone as I made the decision to leave well alone (it wasn't a hard one either) until the drought finished.
To be honest I wasn't expecting the drought to go on this long, where I live (a small town) on the S coast things are way different to where i actually come from - a City up in the North, Sheffield - the gear is more expensive and harder to get, ie there isn't 24/7 access like in the big Cities. Most of the gear we get here comes in from London so in a drought the gear can often be worse as we get palmed off with the shitty leftovers/unwanted.
The signs of the drought were there to be seen with hindsight when I think back to last year as the whole of the year was pretty unstable in terms of the quality and availability compared to the previous year when the whole of that period saw good, clean (if you can call brown gear clean) sustained supplies.
The only other drought of any consequence was in 2001/2 which lasted for about 2-2.5 months which seemed a lifetime. Again I had to resort to my daily meth script even though I was dealing at the time. In that sense I have always been lucky as I was/now on quite a high dose amount of 100/90 mls per day.
I knew I had to stick to the meth as my dealer actually called me to tell me that it was no longer worth his while selling and that he was going to get himself scripted up ! He had been told by his man that there was a long drought coming with no timescale on the end.
According to drug testing firm Concateno reported that during the period of the drought there was a 50% drop in criminals testing positive for heroin, this is not because addicts stopped using but because the purity of the heroin had dropped so low that it is no longer showing up in drug tests. UK street purity PRE drought is 30-40% but over this period the lowest figure recorded 13.1%
As I said in the first paragraph the last 4 weeks has seen some Above average strength heroin back on the scene - this is not me getting over exited about some average tackle becoming available after such a long time and getting confused, as 3/4 weeks before this batch there was some average gear that finally ended the shortage. The question is, has the worst heroin drought for what is claimed to be 30yrs finally ended, OR is it just a blip ?
Whats goin on ffs?
I can't believe there is still people out there who are struggling to get the pukkas!!!! I have been gettin some top tackle since the end of january and it hasn't stopped! 2 for 15, 3 for 20 or 4 for 25 and they're bang on .2's...just like it was way before the drought and that is with the whites too, mix and match. I was having to pay staright tenners for .2's for a few weeks into february but the bargains are back here in walsall/wolves again now. 8ths are costin like 100-110 though but i guess thats not too bad considering how shitty things went.
Anyway i hope it all gets a bit better for you guys who are struggling, i have got a stockpile of meths now too since i haven't needed to drink much of it. Happy days, but i must admit my wallet doesn't look to pleased with me lol.
In reply to Whats goin on ffs? by jrm (not verified)
LOL JIM
i hear ya bout ure wallet, i had saved up ALOt of cash last yr with not doing any gear, and then it came back and my poor bank balance wasnt so fat nemore...lol.. at least since i got sold the make up fondation ive only scored once in 2 weeks and it was good altho i aint payin £80 a gram so even tho i got some cash i wont be ripped off either,, i do tink tho that it will take a long time b4 tis all good all the time, we have had it good on and off with some real nice rocky stuff for bout 3 months, but it was easy to tell wen it had all been used up, i think there will be lulls in the quality dept' for a while,, but i do tink things will get back to norm, i think also being in a big city like london does help at times, coz alot of the dealers here like to make their money and then quit, and they can make up to £800+ a day, so with that kinda cashish i think id also wanna get back to work ASAP...lol...
Neway dude njoy for me, even tho i could get good stuff im takin a lil break and lettin my bank balance get fat again,, funny how it takes so long to save up and it takes 2 weeks for it all to be gone..lol.. ow well we live once is wot i say,,lol
Till l8r
Peace and poppy light
Pinkster
Hey GooderishToday is the
Hey Gooderish
Today is the first time I have logged back into this site since I posted so this is the first time I have seen your reply,hope ur still going strong!!! Thanks for the advice I will definitely try Linctus where can I get this from? ive never heard of it before.
reason I havnt been on is cos I did it!!! I actually got myself off that 5 mls which was hard at first not sleeping, feeling horrid and aggitated to death every day! but I just had to keep busy n keep on the go constantly to try n forget it so got me a job too, Id never felt so good and strong and now since alot of things started going wrng having alot of trouble plus losing my job through absolutely no fault of my own I hav since been defeated and I have used 3 times this wk n as we all thats all it can take, I cant believe I let myself down like that but in a matter of weeks everythin started going wrng n it made me feel like sum1 up there was having a laugh at me, knocking me down every opportunity. feel like such a loser letting it defeat me like that AGAIN!!! CDT even discharged me from services a few wks ago as they felt I didnt need the service any more and any left over meds I threw away so now when I woke this morn n (3rd day) and the horrid feelings come bk again I hav nothing, no meds, no worker n no choice but to make that call after battling it out and arguing with myself in my head from 5am this morn now Im at a loss as if I re-admit myself then that means travelling every day to b on supervised n what with college its just not possible to do but one thing is for sure I need to sort this quick n get bk to feeling good.
hope ur well and have had more success than me in staying strong. x x
bet no one even comes on here anymore but if any1 does please can you tell me about this Meth Linctus and where I can get this from as I just need a tiny bit to hold me a wk so as not to get hooked properly on that stuff again. Thanks
In reply to Hey GooderishToday is the by Anon (not verified)
@ anonOnly just read yer msg,
@ anon
Only just read yer msg, i hardly ever come on here anymore.
I'm sorry to hear yer havin a hard time. but if you cant get meds, have you tried imodium. its sposed to relieve withdrawl symptons at high doses.
The linctus is not widely prescribed so its virtually impossible to get on the street.
on a personal note, i am still clean and feeling strong. my health has returned and i have now turned into a gym junkie, cant get enough of it.
i think getting a new hobby has been key to my success so far.
best wishes, hope yer doin better.
Oh Pinkster, Hey I just
Oh Pinkster, Hey
I just noticed your post at the bottom there from yesterday!!
any advice you can offer me? your definitely right takes all that time to save an is gone up in smoke within what seems like seconds!!!!
How do u do it? seems like you control it yourself? rather than lettin it control u, which is definitely the best way!! but for how long can this be possible??? before it takin a hold again!! is it possible do u think? I just wanna kno if there is any one out there who has managed to keep control over it for a very long period of time??? and who can take it or leave it and just hav it when ever ther is big problems n they're life n things seem like they're getting too much, just so as to use it as a kind of release as whenever these problems arise its all I think about and the first thng I thnk about before makin the best decision in dealing with certain issues!
Do u know about this Linctus????
any advice would b brill, thanks
all the best K X
Oh Pinkster, Hey I just
Oh Pinkster, Hey
I just noticed your post at the bottom there from yesterday!!
any advice you can offer me? your definitely right takes all that time to save an is gone up in smoke within what seems like seconds!!!!
How do u do it? seems like you control it yourself? rather than lettin it control u, which is definitely the best way!! but for how long can this be possible??? before it takin a hold again!! is it possible do u think? I just wanna kno if there is any one out there who has managed to keep control over it for a very long period of time??? and who can take it or leave it and just hav it when ever ther is big problems n they're life n things seem like they're getting too much, just so as to use it as a kind of release as whenever these problems arise its all I think about and the first thng I thnk about before makin the best decision in dealing with certain issues!
Do u know about this Linctus????
any advice would b brill, thanks
all the best K X
@ Anon, RE: Linctus - Most
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Drought Back????????
After being getting lovely stuff the last while. I rang two of my usual contacts today and they said they have enough until the weekend (hello it's Thursday r they taking the mick) and they said the drought is back everyone else phones are off. I'm in Dublin has any one else experienced this?????
In reply to Drought Back???????? by fluzie Suzie (not verified)
 hi f suizy yeah im in bham
hi f suizy yeah im in bham and have heard that theres gonna be anouther drought my main dealer says that he has bout 2 key and then thats it!! oh god i so hope hes wrong!! nobodys turned there fones yet and there is a lot of really nice gear going round so i just dont know. has anyone else heard bout this??
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