Nowhere is the evil of the drug war more evident than in this use of our children as pawns.

murder these people in thier sleep .its the only just payment for animals like that .who break up familyes

I did a term with Beltia a long time ago and all she did was obsess over her case. She talk very disrespectfully of the dead and her stories never added up. I lived in her room and had to get moved out because I couldn't handle it any more.She was hateful, angry. and very venemous of everyone around her. Not to mention very, very manipulative. At first glance very very convincing. But give her some time. I even heard her verbally abusing her youngest daughter on the phone whom she was supposedly protecting. She had a way of pulling stuff on you and turning it and twisting it to make you think you were wrong and that you hurt her. Drama Queen that one. I also saw the autopsy photos she has on her person. I would not suggest any one fight for her cause, there is so much people don't know about her. Do not donate and don't allow her to manipulate any more. I have three children that changed my life. I couldn't think of what you must go through and couldn't imagine inflicting that on any of my children. I pray everyday that my kids don't repeat the mistakes I made so very long ago.

I look at this blog from time to time to see if my sister or mother had any responses to what I wrote, so far nothing from either one.
I am interested in the last blog because it is right on with what I have seen my whole life. I went to see my mother (once) back in 1994, hoping to see if there was anything there to connect with or find the bond a child should have with their mother. I was disappointed with what I found and happy at the same time, disappointed that I found someone whom was so selfish and deceitful but happy that I made the right choice to stay away. I have succedded in life and family in spite of her, not because of her. It's too bad my little sister has followed her into such a mess of a life.
To the last blogger, I hope you mean what you said about your children, my mother told me during my visit the following: "I only had you kids because your dad wanted kids." In regard to what she felt the worst about, "I had to leave Boots (her cat), he was my best friend."
There is no place in the free world for Belita Fox, her story should only be told for the lesson to be learned from it and the fact that two of her three unwanted kids have grown into successful, family first people.

WTW

wow! I didn't think anyone would have read my blog. It's really good to see you have moved on. But I know you will never forget. I know what it's like to not be wanted. I have an in and out absent, alcoholic mentally ill father I deal with. He calls once a year to dump all his negativity and problems in my lap. This last time I did not answer the phone. Yeah actually, I found your vixit with your mom interesting, she made it out to me like her kids were so terrible, but they didn't seem like it one being a police officer!!! If it makes you feel any better, no one inmate in prison can stand being around her. You say her name and they roll their eyes. Anyway, I hope you are doing well and I think of your family here and there.

yOU ARE RITE IN SOME AREAS THAT i HAD DIFFICULTY WITH. i DID TRY TO HELP MY MOM ( i MEAN THE MOM), DID TRY, I AM STILL ACCUSED OF NOT TRYING AND WHEN I FOUND OUT MY CHILD IS BEING SEXUALLYU ABUSED AND PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY , I HAD TO STOP THE FIGHT, (SHE CVINCED ME THAT IF SHE WAS FREE WE COUL;D FIGHT AND GET MY KIDS BACK)
I SPENT ALOT OF TIME DOING JUST THAT.I WAS ONLY ASKING FOR HELP. I DONT KNOW WHER TO TURN. I HAVE NO ONE AND I GET ACCUSSED OF THINGS THAT I KNOW ARE NOT TRUE AND EVERY ONE GETS THER TURN AND NO ONE GETS THE POINT, I AM ALONE I MADE MISTAKES BUT NOT THE EVIL KIND, THE FACT IS I AM A CHILD OF GOD AND HE HAS KNOWN ME FOREVER AND HAS PLANS FOR ME AND THE SUFFERING IS MY OWN FAULT BUT I PLEADED MY CASE BEFORE HIM AND THAT IS WHER I FOUND PEACE. I ACCEPT THE WAY I AM AND MY CHILDREN WHER BLESSED TO HAVE ME AS THEIR MOTHER AND I WAS BLESSED IN THEIR BIRTH. I WOULD NEVER HAVE HURT MY CHILDREN AND DID MY VERY BEST TO CARE FOR THEM. THE SYSTEM IS CRUEL AND EVIL THIS IS A PROVEN FACT. HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND WHY I LOST MY CHILDREN AND HOW IT EVER GOT SO BAD....? YOU CANT BUT YOU WILL SAY WHAT YOU THINK AND IT DOESNT MEAN YOUR RITE. YOU WERE THER FOR ME A COUPLE TIMES AND THAT WAS IT I WAS REAL DESPERATE FOR MY CHILDREN WHEN THEY HAD BECOME SPLIT APART AND AVAILABLE FOR ADOPTION. I NEEDED A LITTLE HELP AND THE REST COULD HAVE BEEN TAKEN CARE OF,I WAS JUDGED AND THEY WHER CAST OFF. lITTLE aLEXIS IS BEING TORTURED AND ASSAULTED AND KEPT IN HIDING. THEY ARE PROTECTED BECAUSE THEY ARE FALSE AND HAVE A HOUSE. IT DOESNTY MEAN THEY ARE BETTER, THEY FLED cA. AMIDST MOLESTATION CHARGES, AND DCFS KNW BUT SOMEHOW CHOSE THEM OVER ME, OR MY FAMILY I DID COMPLY I DID AND THE FACTS ARE IN BLACK AND WHITE AS TO THE FAILURE OF DCFS TO COMPLY AND THE THOMPSONS DECIEVED ME AND MADE ME BELIEVE THEY ARE CHRISTIANS AND WOULD NEVER KEEPME FROM MY DAUGHTER. THE LAST CONTACTY I HAD WITH HER WAS BY PHONE SHE CRYED AND TOLD ME THAT "HE KEEPS HITTING ME, AND I DONT LIKE IT" i ASKED HIS NAME AND SHE JUST KEPT SAYING I DONT LIKE IT, I TOLD HER TO TELL SOMEONE SHE SAID SHE HE JUST KEEPS HITTING ME. IT WAS SAD. AND STILL NOTHING I COULD DO. I DID REPORT IT TO DCFS AND THEY DID NOTHING AND NOW I DONT SEE OR HEAR FROM MY BABY AND THAT HAS BEEN ALMOST A YEAR. THE THOMPSONS MOLESTED THER OWN KIDS AND LOST CUSTODY. THE RECORDS ARE SEALED. BUT I HAVE BEEN AWARE OF THE ABUSE AND ONLY STARTED TO BELIEVE THEM AFTER THE WAY THEY TREATED ME AND KEPT ME FROM MY DAUGHTER, THEY HAVE ALL THE CONTROLL.I HOPE YOU DID/DO YOUR VERY BEST TO BE A BIG BROTHER AND UNCLE BECAUSEWE COULD USE SOMTHING GOOD IN OUR LIVES. THE LORD IS OUR HELP AND WE HAVE NEED OF NOTHING SO DNT THINK IT IS GOING TO PUT YOU OUT TO AGREE THAT WHAT IS HAPPENING IS WRONG AND EVIL DOESNT HAVE THAT KIND OF JOB IN THIS WORLD, JUST DONT JOIN THEM AND LET GOD JUDGE. YOU ARE MY BIG BROTHER AND I LOVE YOU. MY GIRLS ARE VERY PRECIOUS. THEY ARE INDEED. MY OLDEST IS A SHINING EXAMPLE AND THE LITTLE ONES TOO. THEY LOVE THERE MOMMY AND ARE FORCED TO BE IN THE HOMES OF EVIL PEOPLE WHO WOULD LOVE TO SEE ME SUFFERING AND INFLICT IT BECAUSE THEY CAN, IT IS WHAT THEY LIVE FOR. THAT IS EVIL. I MADE MISTAKES AND LET MYSELF BE DECIEVED, YOU ARE IN MY OPINION THE SAME AS ME. I WILL DO MY THING AND U CAN DO YOURS AND WE WONT JUDGE LEST WE BE JUDGED FROM NOW ON I HOPE. JUST SEND A PRAYER WHEN YOU THINK OF US AND HOW WE MAY SUFFER AND KNOW THAT WE ARE GODS AND HIS PLAN INCLUDES US. MYSELF INPARTICULAR. BELIEVE IT IF YOU WANT, I WILL DO HIS WILL. ACHIEVING THE TASK IS NOT WITHOUT KNOWING THE TYHING THAT NEEDS TO BE ACHIEVED AND I DO KNOW AND I WILL ACCOMPLISH IT. DONT THINK ANY DIFFERENT OF ME, IT WOULD BE A DISHONOR TO YOURSELF. I WANT A LIFE LIKE YOURS BUT WHAT GOOD IS THAT IN HIS PLAN IF IT IS I THAT WILL MAKE A CHANGE TAT NONE HAVE AND ALL WANT.cHILDREN SHOULD NEVER SUFFER AND I WILL STOP CHILD ABUSE ! i WILL BEAT THE DEVIL. THEN YOU WILL LIKE WHAT I AM. I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE ME.ALEXIS DOESNT EVEN GET TO TALK TO HER SISSY ANYMORE. NO ONE GETS TO REALLY LOVE HER. ME AND HER SISTERS ARE IT AND WE ARE UNABLE.I WOULD ROLL OVER AND DIE IF THE WORLD WAS THE WAY YOTHINK, IT WOULD BE BETTER OFF WITH OUT ME IN THAT CASE, I COULD REST EASILY OR DIE IN FLAMES. ANYTHING IS BETTER THAN BEING ME, UNLESS I KNEW I HAD A PURPOSE. SO I LIVE, NOT EVEN DISPICABLE IN DISCRIPTION , I AM ACTUALLY VERY BEAUTIFUL AND SMART AND RESPECTABLE AND THAT IS BY RESPECTABLE PERSONS. AS FAR AS ANY WHO JUDGE FROTHER OPINION, OR YOU COULD GO TO IN THE AV AND MINGLE WITH THOSE DEMONS, I LIKE MY BLOGGS.

has this woman been paroled yet? i knew her in the antelope valley....a very scarey and crazy woman....to her children.....i pray for you and hope your lives have been good and that God watches over you.....there are many people like me who know who she really is.......what she really is.....

How do you know my mother?

WTW

Dear WTW

I almost didn't respond because even after 18 + years I am still very much afraid of Belita......I also must tell you I feel very sorry for her......I have even prayed for her....I won't tell you how I know her because of that very real fear, but I was not a friend of hers or of anyone connected to the man she killed. I like many many people whose life she crossed felt the rath of her and her threats. I have children who I cherish and real or not I don't want anything to happen to them.
That said I want to tell you that if you are one of her children. I am truely sorry. You have my prayers and the prayers of many people. God Bless you and I hope your life has been and continues to be a good life filled with love and family and friends. May God watch over you always.

She is not getting out of prison. Period! I haven't lived in Lancaster for a few years, but whoever you are, if you know my mother, you would likely know me. I'm almost seeing the same sort of nonsense my little sister writes in the way you are responding. If you are affraid of her, yet you fear her so much, then what good is your belief in a higher power or prayer?
My interest is always peaked when I see any responses regarding my mother or little sister because I'm curious about how they were and are aside from my experiences with them.
One thing is for sure, she has only herself to blame for all that has gone wrong in her life and she will never be given credit or get the joy of knowing her grandchildren ( mine ) or the successes of Christy and myself. As long as people like you are affraid of her she wins.
If you have read any of the preceeding threads you will see where I'm coming from and who I am. It's nice to connect with people from time to time from the place I once called home.

WTW

first i am sorry if i upset you. that was not my intent. i got a call from someone out of my past who said they heard that she was getting out. I wasn't sure so i did some online looking and came across this blog area. i did know who you were (her son the police officer) and christy and your little sister. but we didn't know each other. your right she only has herself to blame. I am sorry for your little sister. I am truely happy for you and your sister christy. as you say she is the one who has lost. your family and all you have done and become. and also christy and her family. i wil continue to pray. but you are right about one thing. i have let her win for way too many years. so you can count to your credit that that no longer exists. she wins no longer. in or out of prison. thank you for showing me how to move on. God Bless you.

ps i think i gave you the wrong impression. and i am sorry. i hope i didn't cause you any additional pain. please forgive me...